Condolences

Kemarin Minggu, 9 Mei 2010 sekitar jam 12an siang gue dapet berita duka dari temen gue, Vanny. Bokapnya, om Ivan baru aja meninggal. Gila gue kaget banget. Gue emang gak gitu kenal sama om Ivan sekedar tau aja, ya secara bokapnya temen deket gue. Setau gue bokapnya Vanny emang gak ada sakit apa2. Siang itu, gue langsung ngelayat ke rumah duka Abadi bareng Ray. Vanny nya masih shock banget. Wajar sih karna bokapnya meninggalnya tiba2 tanpa sebelumnya gak tau sakitnya apa. Kemungkinan jantung.. Umur orang emang gak ada yang tau ya. Hari ini bisa sehat2 aja, besok? ngga ada yang tau.

RIP ya om Ivan Gunawan..

My deepest condolences for you & your family ya Van. You must be tough. Lo harus rela dan ikhlas. Bokap lo udah seneng disana. God bless and keep you always ;)

gue sama anak2 yang lain pasti doa terus buat bokap & keluarga lo.

lost

do you still love me like before? do you still miss me like months ago when you said to me with your honesty, yes i can felt that. And now, why i fell so losing you. I feel you so far away and i so hard to reach you to closer with me again. You now what, i'm so lonely now. I miss you so damn much altough you are not. I want to sleep and when i wake up, i will face the truth that we are okay and everything is alright

Speechles

hey you, yes you are. YOU MAKE ME SO DAMN SPEECHLESS :(

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless?

heart you!